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| sometimes I wish I can write something so profound in order to wow people. but that's bull shit. i'll just share my life and thoughts the best i can. anyways.
while I was sitting on the toilet taking a poop, I thought about my childhood and how i was soo ashamed and afraid of pooping on any toilet outside of my house. I hated that feeling of holding my poop that is about to come out. holding it because I wanted to poop only at home. And when I couldn't hold it anymore, I would try to be as secretive as possible about using the restroom at school. I would hold up my legs while sitting on the the toilet so that people walking in wouldn't see my shoes and figure out that it was me stinking up the restroom. so much shame.....I mean when did we figure out that pooping is a dirty act? Was it when our mother or father scolded us when we tried to eat poop as infants? I don't want my children to go through that shame of pooping. so what should i do? or maybe that shame was necessary for me at the time. maybe I wouldn't be shaped the way I am without that experience. or maybe we just know that poop stinks and we don't want to have others smell it, and when others do smell it, we put it off with a laugh.
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| Honestly, I have not read a lot of people's xanga in the past. Maybe I really didn't care about what was going on in other people's lives. or maybe it was good that I wasn't reading other people's xanga for I have heard many stories about all the useless hateful things that people post. But my ignorance is about to change. I think I'm gonna start a habit of reading two entries from two other people a day and commenting (isn't it awesome when people comment on your posting?) I want to know people and their stories. People are important.
For my job update...I sort of started this job being an electrician apprentice. Then I got a call during work about being offered another job receiving calls from different clients for different companies....I said I would be there on thursday....soooo if this electrician job is really horrible by wednesday, I think I will go to the other job. But if I like the electrician job somewhat, I will stay. haha, I'm excited about this electrician thing though (sometimes)....I just learned today that my dad is an electrician...haha...what kind of son am I? not knowing exactly what my dad does for work until today. I'm getting better. I really am.
Haha...also, my boss(the electrician job) talked about how he wants to start a model agency and wants me to be a part of it (not as a model, but if that's what some of you thought, I know I'm that hot, but I don't want all these girls staring at my sexy body). haha, I like my boss. He's a cool guy.
And for those of you who need every subject or discussion to mention the words "God" or "Jesus". I will say this. what the writer of the gospel of John wrote
"Jesus wept" ..which is very profound..well to me it is. I was being funny about three sentences ago, but very serious about "Jesus wept". You tell me why Jesus cried.
I actually wrote another xanga entry. It's happening.
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| So here I am. I am writing on xanga because I just find it amusing that people still use it. I thought nobody uses it anymore, but I guess people do. But what should I say. I'll start by saying a little about where I am now. I moved to chicago with the berry guys (myspace.com/berry). We live in a sweet house in Humboldt Park (can be a rough neighborhood). If anyone needs to stay overnight call me up. I did get a cell phone recently so if you want it get it from me somehow. I've been looking for a job for the past month. Haha, it's pretty frustrating. But something will turn up. I don't know if I said this already but you can download my whole album on virb.com/enoke. Maybe it's old news. Maybe some other time I'll talk about things going on in my head when I can collect my thoughts. you know...I've been thinking a lot about some of the pivotal points in my life. One of them is when Dave Wise spoke in vespers. and He played "The secret of the easy yoke" by pedro the lion. Pedro the lion, friggin david bazan. If you have never heard that song, you should listen to it, and if you have never heard pedro the lion, you should listen to them and david bazan's solo EP. Someone tell me something good. and tell me some bad stuff too.
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| hahaha, solomon wants me to update so I will. I've been spending my semester at Martha's Vineyard and it's been really great. I've been recording a lot, writing a lot, and performing a lot. I've never listened and played music so much in my life. Two rough recordings are up on myspace.com/whendecemberburns. I've met a lot of great people here. xanga.....who uses xanga anymore? isn't it all about myspace now? it's getting super crazy busy. I'm actually playing a song this week that I finished writing last week. If I get the time, maybe I can put up the video on myspace. I went to new york and that was pretty cool. Saw the statue of liberty, the remains of wtc, rode the subway a lot, went to time square, met with a lot of sony (epic, red ink, columbia) people. New York was alright. I don't know what else to say, but I have to get stuff done.
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| ok. true story. I brought brown recluse spiders into my house cause i stored some boxes at a professor's house, and as I opened it in 3 in the morning, I found spiders with a nest. so right now, I am freaked out. So to those who are living at the house, I am sorry. I'm glad that I'm living in the house this semester. Anyways, I'm gonna go to sleep now. I hope I wake up alive and with everybody else in the house alive. | | |
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